I don't expect much in relationship

No I don't you to buy me a expensive gift. Really the things I want in a relationship are simple:

• I want you to be my bestfriend - I want to be able to talk to you about everything. I want to not be afraid of how you're going to judge me and I to be able to fool around with you when we're together.
• I want you be be there for me - I want to be able to lean on you when I'm having tough time. No, that does not mean you have to be there for me 24/7. I expect you to trust me to be able to carry out my own problem and responsibilities.
• I want you to love me - Say that you love me and only when you mean it. Don't tell that you love me unless you're 100% sure.
• I want us have a fun - I want to be able to enjoy the times with you. I don't want to waste our time going to say "I love you" and "I miss you" all the times. I want to hang out with you and learn more about you because that way we will fall even more deeply in love with each other.

Those people who don't care about school

What are you doing with your life? You're barely a teenager, can even be call a kid, yet you go out and act like your the coolest grown up ever. Right now, more than half of your responsibilities should go toward school. Not on how many dates you can score or how many drinks you can hold.Get your act together before you grow up and regret all the things that you have done.

Merry Christmas And Happy New Year

Photo by; Farz

Day out with mum

Photo by; Farz

To my friends who never left me

Thank you so much :) I just want you all know that I'm glad to met all of you, you were all there to love and care for me. Thank you for cheering me up and making me laugh whenever I'm sad, even though I keep fucking up you never left. I love all of you and I don't know what to do without you.

My class year 2011 :)

Let me introduce you to my classmate and my teacher. 

From left: Mdm Karen, Dayang Nur Aliah, Sheila Dunggat, Nur Syafiqah, Nur Farhana, Nur Atiqa, Emelda, Nur Shazarina, Shanenelina, Lucy, Leia, Veleny, Florina, Mahsuri, Nurazrin, Ivy, Josephine, Azreen, Malissa, Mdm kho.

From left: Alan Ryan, Mcbryan, Desmond, Ramsey, Steve, Teddy, Simeon, And Athan.

In front: Maxi, Tonny, And Elliot.

I'm jealous of those long relationship couples.

They have much commitment. I wish I have someone to call mine for a month/years at the time. Someone to hold my in my arms whenever I want. Someone can I go for anything, someone who could comfort me at my time of need. Those relationship have something that everyone always want. Trust. I wish I had something similar like that. I wish I could just be happy with the person I would love, for a very long time.

11:11

I used to wish for you to be mine, but not anymore. I got tired and now I have to move on. You may say you've given up on me, but you can't really say you've given up. If you didn't even try in the first place, right? I'm glad that I can see you smile even on picture. Now it's my turn to smile. My turn to be loved. I secretly hope that you'll run after me. Hopefully before I've completely move on *finger cross*. I may see you again, yeah somewhere else kan mun terjumpa, might smile in your presence. But I will make sure not to let you hurt my heart again. Never again.

P/s: I miss you, but I have to do this

How to keep relationship

• Communicate: Talk about things, the good and bad
• Built trust
• Be honest
• Be faithful
• Be there for another
• Make time for another
• Leave the past to the past, which include ex's
• Know that having argument are normal
• Know that you won't always be happy
• Don't expect change
• Appreciate the flaws
• Appreciate each other
• Become best friends
• Lastly, love each other unconditionally

Why you would probably hate going to the movies with me

• I laugh at stupidest things 
• I throw popcorn at other people 
• I will text
• I will turn to you and quote the funny prat that just happen
• I shift my position a lot
• I slurpp my ice :p

My Favourite Types of Hugs

• Tight hugs - The one where they just hug you super tight for long times with no words
• Unexpected hugs - The one where you're just doing your own thing and they come from behind and hug you unexpectedly
• Lift up hugs - The one where you run up to them, and they have their arms all wide, and you lift up your legs and they carry you
• Spinning hugs - The one where they hug you and spin you around in circles

"Why don't you just ask her?"

People always ask me, "If you care for her too much, why don't you tell her? You've like her for so long! Why don't you just ask her?". Okay plain and simple, I'm scared of rejection. I'm scared if I pour my heart out of you. It will end up hurting me. I'm scared that if I tell you, our friendship will never be the same. And I know if I tell you, you wouldn't feel the same :/ It's just something I got to live with.

REAL FRIENDS AND FAKE FRIENDS.

FAKE FRIENDS : Never ask for food
REAL FRIENDS : Are the reason you have no food

FAKE FRIENDS : Calls your parent Mr/Mrs
REAL FRIENDS : Calls you parent Mom/Dad

FAKE FRIENDS : Never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS : Cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS : Borrow your stuff for a few days and give it back
REAL FRIENDS : Keep you stuff so long and forget it's yours

FAKE FRIENDS : Knew a few thing about you
REAL FRIENDS : Could write a book about you

FAKE FRIENDS : Would knock you front the door
REAL FRIENDS : Walk right in and say "I'm home"

FAKE FRIENDS : Will help you when you're fall over
REAL FRIENDS : Will jump on top on you and shout "sandwich"

FAKE FRIENDS : Are around for awhile
REAL FRIENDS : Are for life

FAKE FRIENDS : Say "Love ya" in joking manner
REAL FRIENDS : Say "I love you" and mean it

FAKE FRIENDS : Will read this
REAL FRIENDS : Will steal this

When you're feeling alone and you think nobody cares, read this cause it's absolutely true.

• Forget the rude remark
• Every night someone think about you before they go to sleep
• At least 15 love you in this worlds
• You mean the world to someone
• Always remember the compliments you received
• Someone that you don't even know exist loves you
• There are 2 at  least people in this world that could die for you
• When you think the world has turned it's back to you, take a look.
• When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good always comes out of it.
• The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

Dear you,

I  miss you. I wonder if you miss me too, or if I ever crossed in your mind. Because you seems to cross my mind everyday. Just the though of you make me smile. Whenever I get the text from you, I get this feeling in my stomach. My day isn't complete if don't talk to you. Did you know? You have the ability to make me smile, without even trying.