Saturday, 26 November 2011

Dear bestfriends,

Thanks for always being here for me through all times. I love you and I'm always am going to be here for you no matter what. Thanks for making me smile. Thanks for crying with me. Thanks for making me feel like I'm not alone. Thanks for the laugh and memories. Thanks for everything :)

Friday, 25 November 2011

Have you ever have that feeling.

When you feel like nobody care about you or nobody even notice you if you disappear. Well I do I feel like nobody care about me no more, nobody want talk to me no more. I don't think anyone even notice me no more. Friends say they care, but at the end I'm here dealing with all this problem I have myself D:

Dear Future Girlfriend,

I don't want to see you everyday. I don't want talk to you on the phone every night. We can text all day everyday but I don't want to get used to seeing you everyday. I feel's like that how couples get tired of each other and break up fast as fuck. I'd like to see and talk to you on the phone every other day. I'm not a type of guy who would ask you to do this and that. I am a really easy guy, I don't mind if you talk to other guy out there. I understand you need you own space, so do I? I know you have friends to hang out with so you don't always have to be with me, call me or text me. I want you to have fun with your friends. I don't get mad easy either so don't worry if I'm gonna get mad at you over a little scare you. But at the end of the day, I just want you to be honest with me, and treat me the same way I treated you.

Your future boyfriends.

Tuesday, 22 November 2011

Dear mom,

You're my bestfriends and I know I take you for granted 50% of the time, and I'm really sorry. You're the most beautiful woman on this earth and the most selfless, so please just do this one thing for yourself for once "leave my dad". He's horrible, he breaks your heart and trust, he annoying, and I hate how he almost never makes you truly happy. I know you can do better than him. So please, just leave him. I love you so much and I know you're smart, just please do it.



Photo by; Farz

Saturday, 19 November 2011


I wish somebody could be crazy for me, see me in the street and think: "Girls, he's the boy I've dreaming of." Just simple little things. I wish I could be the person you smile at when their name appear in conversation, I wish I could be the person you lay awake at night and think about. How you'd like to make his world, make him happy. Make him complete. I'd like to feel you need me, I'd like to feel you want me. I want you to want me, I wish love wasn't so complicated. I wish you could pick out parts of me that you love. I wish you could laugh  along with my laugh and we'd be a big bubble of joy. I'd like to make you happy, make you feel whole. I wish you'd consider me perfect, I wish you'd stop and think about me at point in the day. I wish you wanted me as you own :)

Monday, 14 November 2011

I miss you

I miss the little things just hearing your voice, asking you how was your day, telling you my last goodnight before I knocked out. I hate over thinking at night, I hate not be able to fall asleep because of the pain in my heart so much. I hate myself for pretending like nothing happen and I'm perfectly fine with people around me. I should be listen to my heart when it told me to be more careful to not fall for you. I tried so much to push you away at first because I never wanted to feel this pain again. But I took the risk. I took it without realizing it. I had fallen for you even when I tried so hard not to. But it's fine, don't worry about me because I can make it through this, I had once and I can do it again. My heart is strong and you will always have a place in my heart. I guess, we will see what the future holds for us :)