I'm jealous of those long relationship couples.

They have much commitment. I wish I have someone to call mine for a month/years at the time. Someone to hold my in my arms whenever I want. Someone can I go for anything, someone who could comfort me at my time of need. Those relationship have something that everyone always want. Trust. I wish I had something similar like that. I wish I could just be happy with the person I would love, for a very long time.